Remind me to buy big horse lottery
板仔稳滑吧滑吧
Monday, May 21, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
抹不掉的感觉
给:bao
追求完美,往往不了解完美是什么,追求的只可能是自己心中的安宁。
脆弱自卑的心理,往往使人变得更渺小与敏感。
被看不起然后厚着脸皮哀求,到底是坚强,还是相反的,懦弱?
努力的活下去,也勇敢愚蠢的深信
那一天的到来。
感激你让我的感受,我承认那改变了我。
我永远都忘不了和你独处的感觉。
稳仔
追求完美,往往不了解完美是什么,追求的只可能是自己心中的安宁。
脆弱自卑的心理,往往使人变得更渺小与敏感。
被看不起然后厚着脸皮哀求,到底是坚强,还是相反的,懦弱?
努力的活下去,也勇敢愚蠢的深信
那一天的到来。
感激你让我的感受,我承认那改变了我。
我永远都忘不了和你独处的感觉。
稳仔
Monday, November 28, 2011
2012 target
Room with 70ft balcony , personal toilet , covered car porch , hifi system , canggih computer , air cond , doublebed , wooden wardrobe , custom wall decoration , sofa , smooth internet connection , guitar gears , some greeny plants , income x 2 with the current , more time for online buy and sell , more time to see more things around , more flexible time , more time with mum too .
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
november to be done
- Change strings
- full setup
- repair cables
- tweak GT8
- bucket seat
- intake
- silencer
- sound system
- send mini to workshop
- clean room
- buy pivot cap
- 360 flips
- hair cut
- steering for sheng
- sell absober
- touge
- 3000k hid fog light
- UR bars
- date jee :)
- full setup
- repair cables
- tweak GT8
- bucket seat
- intake
- silencer
- sound system
- send mini to workshop
- clean room
- buy pivot cap
- 360 flips
- hair cut
- steering for sheng
- sell absober
- touge
- 3000k hid fog light
- UR bars
- date jee :)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
那女孩
女孩的完美,就是她的唯一缺陷
猜不透的心思,更显了她的气质
感谢我的感官健全,可以感受她的存在
也感谢命运的安排,让我认识了她
使我活下去
我想
追求完美
那是我的缺陷
小鹿,你也喜欢她吧?刚刚很会跑嘛。。。谢谢你了,往后的日子。。。还需要你多多帮忙
猜不透的心思,更显了她的气质
感谢我的感官健全,可以感受她的存在
也感谢命运的安排,让我认识了她
使我活下去
我想
追求完美
那是我的缺陷
小鹿,你也喜欢她吧?刚刚很会跑嘛。。。谢谢你了,往后的日子。。。还需要你多多帮忙
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
SEEK
I believe in balance , for this while i have been keeping my anger , stress and emo feeling . I try not to trust myself anymore but i just cant , i sit in air cond everyday . i wanna sweat , i wanna roll i need that fucking destructive skateboarding lifestyle back , i need to gain back the black blue on my knee and fall down doing tricks over the 8 stairs , i wanna have my car back , fully step on the gas throttle and listen to the crying of an unbalanced engine with the sound of air passing the carb . i need to scream MAC*BAI fucking loud , i wanna sing with my broken lung until i hurt my vocal box and also , i need to have my twin 30 watts laney amp crank up and hit palm mute hard on my guitar . i need to do them seriously , i had enuf of so called " normal " lifestyle . i need to do them all at once , to balance back everything , and then . continue my breathing and enjoy the pulse on my vein . fuck , i seriously have to destroy something .
Monday, March 21, 2011
22 march 2011
I don not have great past , and also present . I will have good future .
It was like 2-3 months back , when i travel with my sis and my bro back to alor star from kl . We were in my sister's kenari , and it was like night . When im expose to moonlight , i talk a lot .
My sis studying psychology , she like to ask very random question . Use me as her white mouse , try to read my mind ( she might testing me if my mental got prob or not ) . And she told me " the secrets " story , which i choose to believe it , fully .
Most of them always worry about me , my car , my life , my health , everything they also worrry . Worry that my car will kill me on the road . worry that im living in a terible place , worry that im so skinny ( cant tahan my mum bought me the vitamin stuff , wanna vomit ) worry that why i don have gf yet and stuff . Appreciate that .
I am doing alright and fine . I am on the path , searching and wander around .
I like to watch , listen , touch , taste , feel . I like to use my given ability . And , i use them to enjoy every little things around me . For example ,the every view of my sight , they are beautiful , the touch of my bed cloth when i lay on it , the 3rd cup of lipton tea which taste like 6% tea and 94 % plain water ( hey it still tea ) , the sound , tempo and tone that runs into my ears and also the smell of greeny plants around , i did put 3 cactus and a random plant in my room , they are just beautiful . Stress and negative mood of mine , i got my own way to release them .
Im enjoying my life , there is no need to worry about me .
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